i dont see why you hate me

when the only thing i did was be there for you

you just took me for granted

and all i was just a piece of trash

u used and abused my feeling

intill they were black and blue

and i cant believe that u ever said that u loved

what a bunch of lies and bullshit

i should of left you standing

and you have the balls to say that im the bad person

i never did anything wrong except take your shit

u never cared and u were never there

when i started to fall

i think you forget when u were crying

i was there feeling your pain

and holding u and catching every tear

and i was never enough for you

and im sorry that i waisted your time

and held u back, amd u never said your sorry

for what you did to me, i guess it was all for nothing

i hope you never forget me

i just hope you know everytime i was with you

i was faking and i lied of everything i said

harsh words from a cold person

and thats what you made me

so today was my last day of school and for all of you doubters i did  graduate. in your face. am i sad nah not really im not happy.

but i have learned the friends we call friends now wont be friends anymore after time, and its no ones fault it just happens we put back are childish ways and we realize that we waisted it so the times that we lived dont mean anything cause we can only wonder if we could of done things differant to make it differant. and really a year away the people you shared laughs with will just be a faded memory. now will we cherish this moments are will we live them in agony.

people ask me what im going to do after highschool, im not sure, i know what im doing but im not sure if i want to do it. im just going to drift in the wind, and i wonder if anyone will miss me if anyone will even say goodbye, probably not but i wont mind becouse i know people got there own life to live, but ill tell you the truth im scared, im scared to fail, 

but out of all of my time here i have no regrets except not getting to know people more and not being able stay in contact with people who have already started there journey of life.

i chapter of  life has been finished. nother one has begun, god give me the strenght becouse ill almost burned out the last path i took" 

so after all of this people who read this please leave me a comment good or bad about i just want to know if impacted anybody

please tell me how you feel